暢銷推理小說家的簽名會
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界石
最近被很多事情所困，或者說，最近我認為自己被很多事情所困。斷斷續續地加班了兩個星期，如果不是有上班的動力，我想我很難堅持下去。很多該做的事情還晾著沒做，回到家只想聽歌看劇玩游戲。被比在校時期更不知所謂的生活牽著我走，幾乎錯過了最后一塊指示轉向的界石。
人總會沿著自己慣性的思維一路走下去，即使察覺到錯誤也很難停止。所以我很慶幸自己還有模糊的信仰，每當我迷惘的時候能讓我心神寧靜，聽到自己最真實的聲音。還要感謝總在我最閉塞時給我啟迪的人，有你在身邊的我是何等的幸運。
The next station is...
[1]
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk
I fall in.
I am lost… I am hopeless.
It isn’t my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.
[2]
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don’t see it.
I fall in again.
I can’t believe I’m in the same place.
But it isn’t my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.
[3]
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk
I see it is there.
I still fall in… it’s a habit
My eyes are open
I know where I am
It is my fault.
I get out immediately.
[4]
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk
I walk around it.
[5]
I walk down another street.
– The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying. 1994, pp32
Polyester
用黑色的眼睛去感覺
用冰冷的手指去聆聽
用微弱的呼吸去觀賞
人來又人往
送上我讓人奇怪了很久的簽名：
Polyester
by Maximilian Hecker
Touching flowers with your scream
Meeting sweets
She smiles like cream
When your hair hides melting grace
Worn out minds won’t touch your face
I am leaning far, too far above the ice
So I’ll feed my hands with cheeks of other names
I am lying under tons of porcine snow
Polyester absorbs me
Fawn
At last my parents cried
About my green and my last white
Now my darling goes to him
She will dare her cross’s skin
I’m using gloves…