界石
最近被很多事情所困，或者說，最近我認為自己被很多事情所困。斷斷續續地加班了兩個星期，如果不是有上班的動力，我想我很難堅持下去。很多該做的事情還晾著沒做，回到家只想聽歌看劇玩游戲。被比在校時期更不知所謂的生活牽著我走，幾乎錯過了最后一塊指示轉向的界石。
人總會沿著自己慣性的思維一路走下去，即使察覺到錯誤也很難停止。所以我很慶幸自己還有模糊的信仰，每當我迷惘的時候能讓我心神寧靜，聽到自己最真實的聲音。還要感謝總在我最閉塞時給我啟迪的人，有你在身邊的我是何等的幸運。
The next station is...
[1]
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk
I fall in.
I am lost… I am hopeless.
It isn’t my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.
[2]
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don’t see it.
I fall in again.
I can’t believe I’m in the same place.
But it isn’t my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.
[3]
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk
I see it is there.
I still fall in… it’s a habit
My eyes are open
I know where I am
It is my fault.
I get out immediately.
[4]
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk
I walk around it.
[5]
I walk down another street.
– The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying. 1994, pp32